ok...game over....

so, i posted the great post yesterday morning of feeling good....boy, i jumped the gun on that one. by the end of the day i was rather antsy and getting bothered by the little things. nothing too aggrivating yet, but still bothered. for instance, i wore shoes that i don't usually wear to work because i left my boots at Katie's....i was starting to go crazy cause the shoes were a little tight, especially with thicker socks on, and i couldn't take it anymore so i just went the day without wearing shoes. ok, so that i got bothered at, but i figured out a way to handle it - even though my toes got cold. another example - i am the only girl here at the trailers, so there are things i've just learned to deal with (especially because i have lived in a firehouse with a bunch of college aged guys). well, yesterday i started to get aggrivated. the farting, the pissing on the toilet seat - i can't stand it. every time i have to use the bathroom i have to wipe everything down - i mean really? is it that hard to aim a little stream of piss into that really big round bowl?! really?! and i can handle farting, again cause i've lived with so many guys, but there comes a point that when it starts to smell like an animal died, it's time to either make it to the bathroom or get out the lysol - and i'm lucky enough to be around old men that do neither. ugh...i had to open my window AND turn 2 fans on to try and keep the stinch out of my office. so again, i was bothered, but i found a way to handle it - even if it meant freezing my but off for the sake of fresh air and cleaning piss off the seat for the sake of a clean heiny (sp?). then, there's THE laugh - oh that dreaded laugh. a guy here laughs at everything, and yes they say laughter makes you live longer - he's gonna live a damn long life...but part of me wonders if he will have years deducted because of the annoyance. seriously, THE most annoying laugh ever, and it's like a broken record. if this blog had a way of playing audio, i would record it and post it so you could understand what i'm talking about. it's like a haha-hahahaha-hahahahahaha-hahhahahaha-hehehehehehe-hehehehe-heeeeeeeeeee. i don't really know how to put it into words, literally, because it doesn't do it justice. and this, i can do nothing about. the only option is to tell him to stop laughing, but that might seem weird, and i'm not that aggrivated yet. but it's def bothersome.
other than that, i've had my own things that bother me. i'm loosing my concentration and i can't seem to sit still in my chair while i stare and type away on the computer doing the same thing i do everyday. another thing is that i bring my lunch to work, and we don't really have an "eating area", so i sit at my desk and eat...i can't get away from it. so finally yesterday i left for the sake of sanity, and went to the grocery store and bought the stuff i needed for dinner. good thing i have a refrigerator in my office, otherwise it prob would have gone bad sitting in my car. dinner turned out to suck anyhow (tried a new recipe), but i didn't care.
luckily though, i got a good night sleep last night so i'm trying to use all of my concentration this morning for as long as i have it. i just had to pause and write this post because THE laugh was back and i wanted to press the mute button.
seems like it's game over for people being safe...