perfect example

so, here's a perfect example for ya....i want to cry right now. just break down. the reason? well, the reason is because i feel bad that i had to ask if i could go to dinner with my mom, dad, sis, and her old roommates. i don't feel bad, nor am i upset, about them not inviting us - because they are coming to our house for a couple of days - but instead i feel bad because i feel like i am imposing on them. on my own fam! i am sitting here wondering if they are gonna be bothered. they're in town for a long weekend, don't get to see us often, and i feel like i'm imposing on them. and the thing about it is that i know it's stupid to feel this way and that they don't care one bit...but the emotions and thoughts going through my mind about it make me want to cry, and i don't know why. i hate this!